Superficial loverman

At least he admits it.

A typical demand such as "Please don't put on weight" or "Dont cut too short" on the topic of hair, was quasi-drilled into my head.

Each time I'd call him superficial - believe me his skin is sickeningly thick - he would laugh and generously acknowledge said feedback like I'm heaping praises.

I wasn't getting used to it at first but he turned out to be quite funny sometimes. He makes me laugh even when there's nothing worthy to laugh about. He's the least egoistical guy I've ever been with, or known and he's not one who sugar coat his words. There were unsummarized times I struggled to make up my mind whether I truly love this side to him. I guess it's a yes for now.

I've been in a few relationships myself but none of them are as volatile as ours. I was used to being pampered like a princess, shy to say. I was constantly reminded I was perfect (not that I believed it anyway).

Nick pampers me in his own way. I don't often get my way, he makes sure of that, yet he's thorough in supplying his undivided attention when I needed it. Sometimes, at the expense of sleep sacrifices. He needs his sleep more than anyone I know.

I am not the easiest person to fall in love with. I'm known to be highly opinionated and fiercely gung-ho. Asian men seems to love docility. I happen to be opposite bearings.

The cryptic in me took a while to semi open up. Being on the defense for the longest time, it took momentum and timing to drop my guards. God bless this cute soul :)

Funny how a few wrong moves could make a right turn somehow.

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I followed my brain and the heart chose. I feel empowered to take my time and heal before I'm ready to commit :) Best decision ever.