gasping for air

i've had difficulty breathing for about a week now. it was normal at first. i've often had that happen. but this is something different.

chris thinks i'm crazy. he suggested psychological issues. deep huh, that guy? yongan said hormones. right, ttotm just started. cia was worried it might be h1n1 and showed me a link with all the possible symptoms.

they want me to see a doctor.

i think i'm fine but i know something isn't. i've been very lethargic lately. feels like crap everyday. what's wrong with me?! the one and only thing i look forward to everyday is more snooze. i hardly felt like going out.

if i've got this right, i think it's a break i need.

a damn long one at that.

mm okay maybe it's just ttotm. ack. who can tell these days.