simple pleasures

i no longer find it uber fun to end entire weekends squeezing in everything i can do so as not to 'waste' it. i used to be someone who would never waste a weekend by living in. a quick phonecall and i'd zip off to wherever the heart of the fun is. it's where i belong. come to think of it, it's actually life draining. i can feel my life shortening up to days after which i'd just cram more impromptu schedules into it. sounds tiring? you've no idea. i don't know how i survived that.

i know it could be a phase that anyone nearer to my age will go through. the very fact that i'm laden with much more responsibilities at work seems to back up that strong urge to club less, booze less, exercise more, hydrate more, read more and self enrich more.

i think it's time to hang up my dancing shoes and call it a day.

even doing nothing beats clubbing. which was exemplified by my friday night and saturday. i did nothing i could boast about. but it was solid staying in hogging all the time to myself.

take today for instance, the cranky weather kept us away from beach. that was a total letdown but we made things happen in the end - everyone was tired but not unhappy - and i'm not sure if it's me, but i began to see everyone in a different light. there is something good in every shortcoming. :) it took me a while to realize it. i gotta make an admission - i wasn't as desensitized as i've thought.

over the weekend, i started a food diary just for fun. maybe counting calories isn't the primary cause but there's zero harm in penning the amount of munchies i eat in a day to hopefully shock me into positive action. actually, i'm already watching what i eat. heh. i jolly well cheated. so that serves the point of getting this whole healthy living going. which is what it's all about.

so there, my weekend summed up in a few humble words. it's been a tiring but meaningful day. i'm rescheduling my training routine starting tomorrow so i really need to get some snooze in before wakie-ing at 6.30am.

g'night guys!