Monday, June 29, 2009

a magical month of June

i realized i have been frenzy in my thoughts. for the past few weeks, four to be exact, deep unsettling feelings churned my stomach again and again.

anyway, it got to a point where i've decided that enough is enough. nothing is going to change my mind. i will probably get bashed up by close friends for saying this, it seems i cannot mellow down for the good of me. really, truly cannot.

not that i haven't tried.

i was whining to cat last night that i seemed to be losing my edge. cat thinks it's normal - and a good thing nonetheless. being less aggressive makes you more attractive to the locals, she quipped.

as much as i appreciate her concerns about something innate in me, it's tough to change a quality that identifies myself.

i know when cat reads this, she is going to shake her head.

but one day, i will do it because i want to. :)


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lately, i haven't been taking many pictures. it wasn't because i had grown out of it. simply put, i had maxed out the card memory space and now reliant on phone memory. i do still love whipping out my phone camera for pictures. it's the most handy thing around when all you have sometimes, is just your phone. very convenient, really.


taken with row's cam (which i like because it's cased in an attractive shade of pink) on one singing occasion with the gang after a beach session


celebrated sis' 24th this month with a humble group in a park

we've been hanging out late for the past few weekends. way past what we could handle. sometimes i think, are we denying our age?

quarubared with cat, cia, terence and friends on the friday that just passed.


where's three?


terence is simply never good at being candid


not that im very good at it either


the girls with ah meng's impersonator and very predictable terence


my lovely ladies :)


aw sweet ninjas
so tight :)


don't you just love happy people?
9 sets of smiling sparklies :)


the groupies on friday


joby and i baring our teeth for the cam


eugene striking a pose between us


terence not wanting to be left out of it


nothing to do with quarubar - something i had with cia for dinner at din tai fung (DTF) last week, azuki red bean/glutinous rice. i like my sticky rice, kuehs, and desserts.


attended joanna's art gallery at substation on friday call Two Right Feet (a group they formed)
i was intrigued by the group name so i asked her about it and i thought it was pretty clever: we draw because we can't dance

made small talk with her artist guy friend who likes drawing cats. and he shared with me his reason for keeping cats as pets. the same reason why i had once contemplated keeping cats before - cats are independent and suits my busy lifestyle better.


our tower of green beer - apparently i thought it was smooth but terence didn't


cia's idea of candid was looking at terence while cat took this picture


terence is a mess - he refused a blinding closeup shot


cat to me: you are going to spoil your eyes
me: *grins* i know! but this is so cool! *smiles brilliantly for camera*


flirting friends, blatantly so.


with joby who's unaware of the blinding flash


with terence who hates my camera but poses anyway so as not to be blackmailed with ugly photos


with eug who always makes me look fatter by angling his face behind mine


with cat cat who is super responsible about drinking and driving because she loves us enough to want to send us home in one piece


with emily who just graduated with honours for her fashion degree


with moon moon whose mom blatantly thinks we're totally lesbianic because we meet like 9 days a week


with lorraine whom we knew about that day through terence - pretty girl

gathered at Curry Favor with the SIMmies sometime last week.


it was prawns for me baby - i've been eating lots of prawns lately. my liking for prawns is heavily dependent on experiences. the better the experiences, the more incessant the cravings. and vice versa. i can't seem to live without eating prawns recently.


breaded soft shell crab with plum sauce was a go for me


but the age cheese chikuwa was not - it was really just battered fishcake and cheese (normal fare turned fancy)


my feminine ladies


with demure looking cat


with lovely vivien


with the steady guy - tianlin aka tl

in many unspoken ways, i really appreciate the efforts we made to keep in touch. speaks a lot for the original size of our SIM group. and because of that, i felt it proper to make an introductory comment for each photo.


egg tart from chinatown - something i will never refuse even on a healthy diet


fish based soup sapporo ramen at Miharu - loved the savoury taste


crystal loved this pan fried gyoza dish


"egg yolk" mix of vinegar and chilli oil was a great dip for the gyoza


bumped into anya and firuz (they were headed for eM bar) when i was with cia and crystal. the long time friends since my liquid days are about to hold their wedding/solemnization ceremony at the arts house - crazily good idea - this 090909. how sweet!


enroute to meeting the anderson gang


josh examining chris' birthday present


with katt the tube loving girl


josh looking smug


after dinner plans lands us in a beer session


YCC looking prominently serious in shirt


with peiqi and katt


peiqi messing with ycc's "little ponytail" - the dude just got too busy with work to go for a haircut!


as cute as can be


seriously i am getting worse at self shots


the black society


a xin wang (cafe) promotion left chris with a surprise gift


the other half of the table


our half


perfect in black!


with kujen and jesting friends behind


welcoming the dude back from perth with a proper photo


ever serious YCC in pink! now, that's what i always believes - "a real man knows how to wear pink!"


the overnight singing party snacks


the girls


the stylish table set


freaking stylish can


i loved the night
we caught up lots


too cool for a proper picture - skewed picture taken by me


loved this - taken by josh


brimming with affection for the girls


with two happy guys and one wearied chris


josh helming the mic


yong an's angsty side


always looking good this one :)


no matter how many teeth i bared, i know she still loves me.


still cheery and bright eyed at 5am


definitely doesn't feels like 5am at all


taken at 6 plus in the morning rendered a lifeless looking chris with chirpier beings side by side


thoughtful manda panda gave katt and i a bottle each during our previous dinner date @thecentral


the white bit fizzles in the mouth
it's unique, i love it and i'm going to get more!


i need to rave about this ebi ramen dish at bishamon (basement of raffles city) which we stumbled upon by chance. i've been consecutively having this every week with cia for either lunch/dinner. it is that good. the tender egg is pure heaven.


cia's tonkatsu i think


after work activity with cia - just hanging out constitutes as one.


i picked this out for her because i think it accentuates her neck


my sophisticated cia


lovely candid shot


met gideon for ramen dinner one thursday night circa 2-3 weeks ago


ramen is something cia and i never tire of


definitely worthy of its status for the ramen


dessert was light but satisfying


this is the last beach picture in my phone
i realized i have not been to the beach for ages ever since the knee injury


blading session turned singing because of the rain


had an impromptu dinner date with bestie sheena


lots of ramen photos eh?


radish dish


finally replaced the cranky old ear piece


cool looking pouch


with nifty pockets

the melaka trip churned lots of photos it's crazy to even mention how many.


the coach ride from SIN-Melaka


lounging johan

11-12 of us boarded 3 cabs and it took our group a freaking long time to get to a'farmosa. our bodies ached from the 1.5hours cab ride cos the driver lost his way around the massive resort.


im glad i still looked fresh faced when terence wanted to grab a shot with me


with roomies aka terence's colleagues (i actually find myself missing them from time to time) - great girls


well stocked you say?


with pearly (taken by terence's frosted up cam)


frosty pool shot


the second morning of Freedom Festival with me still reeling from hangover


the float shot


very candid expressions - i lioke!





two irritants disrupting my peace and trying to sink the float


cornered by eug


enjoying my peace


and quiet


boys tryna be funny


timberrrr





six pair of eyes fixated on The Rock in a box (some foreign channel showing Iron Grid Gang)


the boys on the last morning of the festival








with pearls


enroute for brunch in the city





at A&W waiting out for time to pass


first night of the festival with super high friends


terence, his brother and friends


ambling our way there


lucky thing the coach fetches us to and fro


jobs rocking it out


ditzy vivian reaching out for me (a real sweetheart who's constantly looking out for me despite me hearing from terence that she's pretty much a klutz herself)


sipping alcohol mix from the mineral bottle which belonged to one of my 3 roomies i think


looking sober but not really


the convertium gang


with eug who's definitely NOT sober


with unsober eug and victor


make it two unsober people


megawatt smile of job's





the horny people





the sisters, emily and pearly, with eug


second night of the festival


with my bedmate in red (vivian) and room mate in green (estrella)


the festival people


the inseparable father and son























the first day - stocking up at telstra the supermart











us in the non-halal section cos we needed alcohol


unloading








ours


still ours


also ours


our "ice container"


first night in the pool


the pyramid


em (top), bryan (middle) and eug (base)





with elder sis, pearls


and with younger sis, em


the loving family


the happy room mates :)


one picture of the friends with the blue men


taken last december during SKY's christmas dinner event
with john (chef turned PT) and alice (cafe's assistant turned concierge staff)


with the colleagues


quarubared again last friday with crystal, cat and cia


with my dear cat


the wind got a little out of control


i reckon this is the first of crystal's "make a stupid face" command


this is mine - hardly stupid


cia's grinning face


palm faced





lovely pic of crys


cia's idea of humour


love this - if only you could see the heavy duty fan below the chair


with keith during one of our after work dinner/chillo at sunset tavern (near SIM)


with the charming ladies annie and vivien


beloved SIMmies groupie picture at balaclava


last picture with tl before we parted for home

with cat cat in pink :)

it's almost 5am now and i'm unbelievably alert since popping supplements at 11ish pm.

oh the stupid things i do at night.






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