the closing of a journey

i'll be closing my blog.
i won't be writing anymore.
will probably disappear from the web for a while till everything gets better.
BTW, i am fine!
just needed a new perspective, that's all.

writing used to be my retreat; it still is.
i write for friends and people i care about very much.
i don't write for anyone else besides that.
i've done so much for others, it's time i focus more on myself.
i realized i've been trying to be strong.
trying, but never quite there.
i'm trying to be strong here.
give me your support.

i've been holding it in for a very long time now.
a longer time than usual.
i'm very stubborn, opinionated and persistent; everyone knows that.
some learn it the hard way.
i didn't choose to talk about it because it was hard.
it'll never be easy for me.

i'll deal with the baggage my way.
the best way i know.
it will be a tough journey but it won't take long.
i've a time frame.

to prepare many of you in advance, no news means good news.

i've to do this.
i need to do it.

you won't hear from me.
this will be my last word.