it seemed so wrong but i am slowly getting a lil transfixed everytime we exchange a topic of interest.
enter the factors that would have made all of these very peculiar are that
1. we've only gotten closer recently despite spending most of our time together.
2. i am beginning to see this person in a special way.
3. i've shared more secrets than i normally would have.
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i chatted with a close friend last night about affairs of the heart. well, i learned something out of it and though it was really straightforward, it spoke volume. so just, "who do you think about at night?" was enough to invoke deep seated fears plus throw me outside my comfort zone.
perhaps i didn't wanna concede or that i'm being unrealistic about my feelings.
however that is, i gotta say, an inward response shook the nerves in tandem.
the realization isn't as confounded as it seems. i don't know what i'm doing at all, and it scares me that i could be falling.
i just don't want to know.
especially when it could be just a phase...
much in denial? whatever that works.
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