Wednesday, November 19, 2008

i'm tired

...of guys or men.

while others are searching for the right one like crazy, i've been keeping all of them at arm's length like crazy.

it's getting harder to persuade myself that i need that kind of love because i'm actually happiest on my own. and sanest too.

i feel sad and vulnerable today. because i finally get it - why men cheat or lie. they do it because they can. once a liar, always a liar. there's really no stopping them once you start believing in their lies. then they go on to create more lies (needed to cover the first lie). it builds on and on and finally, they start believing in their own lies.

we cant stop the cheaters or liars. but we can spot them. and leave.

love me? what a pack of lies.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey my dear Mitch, r u okie? i really hope u are.. :) anw there are gd guys out there...i am sure terence tl me ethan can be considered gd guys right?????..... okie FINE! i know minus me right..haha :P

Mitch said...

hey silly gid, i was feeling a lil distressed about the males in general so to speak but that was just the negative side of me talking :) tends to get the lil triggered distrust instinct when i catch someone being dishonest.

of course. i dont doubt ;) you guys are surely terrific and i love you all. and dont be silly. definitely PLUS you :)