thoughts out loud:

I don't know why and I can't explain how. Maybe it's just the lack of sleep and a drifting mind. I'm just feeling really angry yet there's no reason to. It's weird and I can't help feeling so... Is it just the weather? 

Well, there's nothing I hate more than the rain. A gnawing feeling of negativity that I'm missing something crept into my mind moments ago. I was at the train station. Called my sister up hoping she'd be at home because I needed someone to pick me up (no surprises - it was raining). 

We had a dispute over where to pick me and I lost interest in persuading her to get me at a farther location so I just obliged. 

My voice was trailing off, losing energy for further argument. I grappled for words yet none came out the way it should. Things used to go my way in the past and I always thought oh wow life's pretty smooth sailing huh until I realized it was because I was demanding it so. 

At present, I think I'm more of a follower than a leader.. It just reached a point where I've become too physically and mentally exhausted to fight for anything and everything. And I have no clue why! 

Feelings are a natural response to our thoughts. Negative feeling means I'm going the wrong way or there's something I'm doing that I shouldn't be.. 

Anyhow, I'm grateful that the sis came down to get me with a nice big brolly after all. 

I know tomorrow will be a better day and having these thoughts penned down clears the head a lil.

Ericia just text-ed saying she had a ghostly encounter last night. Can't wait for her to tell me more! 

Feeling much better now. Caught Bee Movie with Viv and her sis at Cineleisure in the afternoon. Ericia and Charm was supposed to join us but poor Ericia had stomach upset and Charm woke up late and missed lunch with us. 

It was entertaining for a 90 minutes flick. Viv gave it 3.5/5. And sweet Essy took this shot a few days ago which I thought was really nice.. Had an inkling that it's along Orchard Rd. It put a big smile on my face =)