I haven't been the best friend I should be, I know that. But I still wanna believe there's an explanation for the misunderstandings we've created in our midst.
Today you've made a decision to let go though I don't understand your rationale for doing so. I'm pained by your choice to leave.
So many times, I waited for you to tell me what's happening. So many tales I heard. So many people who thinks I'm delusional for believing in you. And yet, so many benefits of the doubt I gave. For I knew, everyone has their reasons for what they believe in.
It never happened. And still, I waited.
(Yes I can be a huge softie)
Took me awhile to realise...maybe you aren't coming back. I thought, well, you must've moved on and I'm happy for you. But months passed and you asked for a favour which I turned down becos I wasn't in the best position to help. And then the next month, you asked Nick for a favour and he turned you down as well.
Do you think we had forsaken you becos of that? Would you let us in if we asked what was wrong?
What have changed? Our lifestyles have altered drastically. We've formed friendships and relationships outside of our hpy-ship. Our outlooks have definitely changed. But I never believed our bond has changed.
Till now, I've no clue what happened between us. And I know you must have your reasons for leaving. But I just want you to know you always have the option of coming back.
I haven't been a good friend to you, hpy. Forgive me. I could've done better. This door is open, if one day you feel like coming home.
I'll be waiting, with two cups of coffee, to hear all about your stories.
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