Friday, November 30, 2007

Wasn't aware of a Botak Jones in Woodlands vicinity until my sis announced it during lunch. We just had to drop by... =)

It's been a crazily busy day.

Will update more when I'm back laaate tonight.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

cravings for a mac brek

What a busy morning!

Woke at 10ish AM in anticipation of meeting Katt for brunch before setting off to while away the afternoon with Ericia, before meeting Mok in the evening to treat him to a scrumptious meal for helping us throughout our Finance woes.

I had to wake up with the strain still in my leg and couldn't make it for brunch with Katt. I felt so bad because she had her precious hair strikingly cut the day before and wanted to surprise me with it! I'd have been so shocked and it'd have made me happy. But she was so sweet telling me to rest at home and even offered to accompany me to visit the tie da (or chinese physician for a muscle rub). I was so touched.

Despite sleeping rather early last night thinking I'll be waking bright and early this morning with a megawatts smile to embrace the morning, I had a fitful sleep. Text messages woke me up repeatedly. Saw Ericia's "give me a wakeup call at 1" to "I just vomitted my supper. Think I might have stomach flu". Poor girl. Thought we should just postpone the treat.

Zoe called this morning, needing my help for an event this friday but alas! It clashes with my work at SJ. It was also sweet of her to message me asking about my absence at Zouk. Ethan must have went ahead with it and mentioned I didn't wanna go because of the wet weather. Haha.

Had a lovely chat with Rowena on MSN too. But details are not to be revealed yet. ;)

Was also helping TL out to settle some email matters regarding his grades. Felt unjustified for him and hope it'll really make a difference this time round.

I didn't sleep well and I still feel knackered. Maybe a nap will do some good.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

thoughts out loud:

I don't know why and I can't explain how. Maybe it's just the lack of sleep and a drifting mind. I'm just feeling really angry yet there's no reason to. It's weird and I can't help feeling so... Is it just the weather? Well, there's nothing I hate more than the rain.

A gnawing feeling of negativity that I'm missing something crept into my mind moments ago. I was at the train station. Called my sister up hoping she'd be at home because I needed someone to pick me up (no surprises - it was raining). We had a dispute over where to fetch me and I kinda lost interest to persuade her to come get me at a farther location so I just obliged. My voice was trailing off, losing energy for further argument. I grappled for words yet none came out the way it should.

Things used to go my way in the past and I always thought oh wow life's pretty smooth sailing huh until I realized it was because I was demanding it so. At present, I think I'm more of a follower than a leader.. It just reached a point where I've become too physically and mentally exhausted to fight for anything and everything. And I have no clue why! Feelings are a natural response to our thoughts. Negative feelings means I'm going the wrong way or there's something I'm doing that I shouldn't be.. Anyhow, I'm grateful that the sis came down to get me with a nice big brolly after all.

I know tomorrow will be a better day and having these thoughts down clears the head a lil.

Ericia just text-ed saying she had a ghostly encounter last night. Can't wait for her to tell me more!

Feeling much better now.

Caught Bee Movie with Viv and her sis at Cineleisure in the afternoon. Ericia and Charm was supposed to join us but poor Ericia had stomach upset and Charm woke up late and missed lunch with us. It was entertaining for a 90 minutes flick. Viv gave it 3.5/5.

And sweet Essy took this shot a few days ago which I thought was really nice.. Had an inkling that it's along Orchard Rd. It put a big smile on my face =)

i'm an official graduate

Managed to scrape through the dreaded Finance.
Thanks to the HD i got for the test, which pulled up the grades to a pass.

And i did expectedly okay for the rest.

i need a miracle

I'm getting a fluttery feeling in the pits of my stomach. Not exactly feeling very sure of my exam results (and my intuition's usually right) this time round.

And I failed to login to the RMIT Melb site after many attempts.
Elaine (Toh) said my pw may have expired and advised to get it reset.

Gid just called with some shocking news about the results, lacing more worries.

At least my thoughts are penned.
And I'm not alone in this.
HAHA!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

thoughts:

A dip in the hot tub
cheered the mood.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

the silly girlfriend just had a haircut...

on her birthday!



Introducing my lookalike Amanda Chia: The girl who never fails to surprise me with handmade cards, gifts and a sincere friendship. =)

Happy 22nd Birthday to the 2 Gorgeous Woman:

Manda and Michelle.


xoxoxo, ME.

I miss...



the MS Summit days.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

it's still the same ol' me =)

I've done away with the saddest part of the old entries and thought things should actually get better. I'm over feeling sad and blue. Love isn't everything and having lost all that you thought was once perfect is actually quite humbling. Need I say more?

Wouldn't do to keep the old entries if I were to tell you that life is all about the Art Of Metamorphosis.